I'm 40, happily married almost 20 years, great kids, my wife has maintained herself well, still a head Turner, still looks good in lingerie and we have a healthy steamy sex life. But I like to troll Craigslist. I look at porn and have a very secret addiction to masturbating. Imagine it I've done it. Even cum on my wife's panties, wierd stuff, I'm fascinated by my penis and semen. I masturbate at ..