Writing this story is not an easy thing to do, but to me, I just want to let it all out. Right now, I don't know what to think. I feel shocked and paralyzed, I feel betrayed and heartbroken, but I am a forgiving person, as well. I was once married, to one of the most beautiful, caring, loving, and very athletic woman for the past 10 years. Saying to her, "I love you so much, and I forgive you ..