I had a one night stand with a friend on a night out. From what he told me I was all over him, in front of all his friends. We ended up leaving together and had sex. All his friend put to and to together, they know something has happen between us. I have a boyfriend so the next day I told him that I just got with this lad In his house. I love my boyfriend so very much and if I told him the really truth that we had sex, he wouldn't be able to cope and it would deffo be over. I want to spend my life with him. But I feel I was to young when I first starting going out with him. The bad thing is I enjoyed spending time with the other lad but I know that it was a one off as he is only after one thing. After it happened he was telling me how I should go on dates with him. This has really confused me, we have also had sex before but that was years ago and nothing happened after that between us.  I havent told my boyfriend that  I had sex with is other lad, I just said I pulled him. I feel so guilty but I can't tell him the whole true because that would mean it's over for good.  I'm more scared of other people making it worst.