Thursday, June 9, 2016 7:28 AM by Diud
one Sunday morning( March 13th) I discovered on her phone some messages with his colleague from work like "I miss you".... And so on. That is when hell opened to me.
we were together for almost 10 years and since 2010 married. We have a beautiful 5 yrs daughter that amazes me everyday how smart and good and kind she is. Now she is my only sense in life!
I loved my wife and never cheated on her, even never felt attracted to other women as she was everything I needed. She was perfect for me- or that is what I felt of her.
i told her I forgive her!
She wants to divorce now! I accepted this. Only for our daughter as she loves her mom too much! I feel that I cannot fight for this relationship only by myself. She never fighted! She said she cannot!
Now she told me she felt I was not loving her for more than 1 year and she tried to told me... Like 3 discussions that ended in 1 minute and statted with "You do not feel attracted of me? ". I always said no, I love and like you soo much but I had my problems at work and had to put the things on the right track and she knows all about them.
I wrote in more details on my blog where also I put updates daily..
i do not know how my life will be! I do not know whether I would be able to love a woman again abd trust her and be as goof as I could be. It is so fucked up everything! How will my child see me? She will stay with her mom as I cannot separate her from her mum. She is too young at 5....
hoe will I be able to move on? At 35 with a kid, what is my status? What other woman will think about me? That I have issues since I am divorced...
fuck it! Fuck her and fuck all women that always want more then they have! I was a good husband! People around always said we are a peferct couple! Perfect couple my ass...