Saturday, August 6, 2016 12:33 PM by Babybear
It was supposed to be a fun night with my husband, best friend , and I. She was extremely attractive and i had been stuffing down feelings for a long time. The 3 of us ended up smoking weed and drinking and my husband fell asleep. After the high got really intense she wanted to go outside to look at the stars. And after some time i ended up kissing her. And it escalated from there.
After getting dressed the shame kicked in. And mario was awake looking for us inside. She was tired and went to bed and i cried in the bathroom.
I told him what i had done 20 minutes later. He had already known that it would get that far. And said he wasnt mad. I didnt believe him and for good reason. The next morning he couldnt look at me.
Ive been a complete wreck sense. I love my husband, and . Cant believe i could let it go that far. Ive myself to my family and im completely ashamed and dirty. This could ruin my marriage and my husband is in shock.
Ive thought of suicide cause the guilt is to much but i cant leave my son behind.
I had sex with my best friend.and now it only has hurt my husband