I've been with my live in partner for more than 4 years now but we always fight and he always makes me cry and everyday I keep on telling myself that it is just a problem that I can and will overcome. My friends always tell me I’m so stupid to stay with him when I already know that it is not working anymore. I'm currently working in a call center and I’ve meet a very handsome guy and I admit I have a crush on him when I first saw him but he is with his live in partner too and they already have a son. Then I keep my limits off him but then he talked to me from time to time and I get know him better that they lived in a same house but diff room and he live with his ex for the sake of their son. I tried so hard not be close to him but eventually I gave in I didn't just like him but I fall for him I love him. One day we went out with our colleagues got drunk then we check in in a motel and had sex I thought it will be the first and last but we did it again and again and I needed to stop because I know it is wrong so I didn't go to work for a week and didn't keep in touch to him I went home to my province with my live in partner and it was a good opportunity to fix everything with him. One night we are so happy to be home and we laugh and I never felt so happy with him for a long time and I realize that I still love him and i was about to tell him the truth but it all fell apart when G texted me saying that he love me so much and he can't live without me and he was so worried because I didn't call or texted him. Then my live in partner was so mad saying curse words I didn't have a chance to explain and we are back fighting everyday and now we still live together but it felt so different it is the worst feeling ever, we sleep, eat, shower together but I can't feel that he love me. I always ask him if he still love me but he would tell me that I’m important to him and that's it. Should I break up with him or be patient until he forgives me.