Saturday, July 2, 2016 12:22 AM by G.S.
I need to get this off my chest. I cheated on my husband and betrayed a friend of mine. I was out to dinner with my friend C. and she confided that she and her husband, M., were split. She found out that her husband had a sex addiction and had cheated on her and was using pornography heavily. They were in counselling and her husband was seeing a therapist.
I don't quite know what I was thinking but a day after our dinner I showed up at their house where he was living and she had temporarily moved out of. I wanted to offer my support. When I told him how much I cared about them both we hugged...then we kissed. It's like a blur, but before I knew it I was blowing him...then he ate me out...then we 69ed, then we fucked for over an hour including anal which my husband rarely gets. He came in me and I'm not on birth control so I was terrified for a month. I was always attracted to him but never meant for it to happen. I had so much sex with my husband the next month hoping for as much of his sperm in me as possible just in case.
Months later they are back together and actually pregnant, but I'mI'm not. We've all hung out together but we've never spoken a word to anyone about having sex with each other. His wife and my husband don't know but it's hard to just forget and go back to our lives.