Tuesday, May 31, 2016 12:37 AM by Onlyyouandme
at 19 i fell in love with a guy who was 23. We stayed together for 5 years. It was a very intense relationship, we discovered everything together. We were both very much in love, communication and sex were amazing. But we were too young and needed other experiences in life, so we broke up many times, mostly he did break up with me, but we always ended up together. Until i travelled, we broke up over the phone and each went his way. I stayed abroad, got married with a great man and had a baby. We decided to move back to my home country and when i saw my ex, we knew that the love we had didn't disappear. The period was also very sensitive, things were going really bad with my marriage. I started an affair with my ex. We are even more in love than before. Sex is still amazing and we talk for hours, he knows my deepest feelings, he knows me really well... It's been more than 4 months now, and my lover just told me that if i have the intentions to get a divorce he wants to marry me cause he never loved anyone since me although he had long relationships. My kid is 3 years old and very attached to the dad. I don't want to break the family and i can't live without my lover... I don't know what to do.