Thursday, April 28, 2016 5:04 AM by Guest
I met my boyfriend in the 7th grade, he was in 8th. we didn't start dating till September 27,2014. everything was great, we were happy, we were perfect. we're both in highschool. I'm a freshman and hes a sophomore. please no comments on how I'm "too young". I'm just looking for advice. after we made it to a year, things started getting bad. mostly because I was listening to my friend and she was saying he's not a good boyfriend. its pretty easy to get in my head. and that's exactly what happened.she convinced me to break up with him. I made it seem like I was happy but I was dying inside. he was perfect and I let him go. my friend told me to talk to a few guys after we broke up, and I never actually wanted them. I liked the attention but its not who I wanted it from. after a while, I wanted to fix things with my boyfriend so we did. it was rough trying to fix things, I was still talking to two of the guys and for some reason I couldn't let them go. my friend told me to send them nudes to keep them around. I objected at first but somehow it happened. I didn't want to do it but I believed her when she said it'll keep them around. the two guys were juniors, so they were 16. me and my boyfriend are great now, but I can't live with the guilt. I wanna tell him but I'm afraid he'll leave me. I broke his trust. he means the world to me, he stopped me from doing things like cutting. he's the only person I really have, the only person I want. he's everything. I don't want to lose him. please help.