Saturday, March 19, 2016 1:30 AM by TheFuckIsWrongWithMe
Omg... OK so, I got off work at around 9:30pm, and I texted my boyfriend (been together for a year) and he didn't reply so I assumed that he already went to bed because he worked a lot that day. On my way home, one of my friend's from school messaged me asking if I was down to smoke with him and I said Yeah. I've hung out with him before, he's the homie lol. I get to his place and he asked if it was ok if he invited a friend and I was like Yeah, Whatever Its Cool. We went and picked up this fool, turns out I know him from another party that I went to with my boyfriend long ass time ago. We all got along good, and we actually ended up driving out of town to pick up another friend and her name was Reyna, she was the one who brought a bottle of UV. We kicked it at the park, and I didn't want to drink cuz I was driving but the homie was like "You never fucking drink. For once, just have fun and drink more! I'll drive back, don't worry" and I trusted him, that's when they handed me the bottle and I chugged a lot... AFter about an hour, that's when I don't remember jack shit. Nothing. I wake up in my car with my homie's friend in the passenger seat, I was like WTF happened.... Once at school, my homie was like "daaaaamn, you're fucking crazy. I didn't know you got down like that!" and I told him I couldn't remember and he explained to me what happened. I ended up makingout hardcore with the girl Reyna. I find out Reyna is my boyfriend's littler brother's (17) ex-girlfriend... I was like Wttttfffffff. But my friend also said I had sex with his friend in the back of my car. I swear I thought he was lying but he promised me he wouldn't lie about that. I madeout with a girl and also had sex with another guy, all in one night...And I don't remember none of it. It's so unbelievable because I'm not everrrrrr like that. I don't party or ever been that sexual. I barely lost my virginity 6 months ago, and I can't believe I did this to my boyfriend.. My boyfriend found out about me makingout with the girl, I was gonna tell him first but someone got to it first? Damn shit spread fast. But because I made out with a girl, my boyfriend said we should "take a break" and I totally get it. I'm just so scared what would happen if I tell him the other stupid shit I did?? Please help, I don't know what to do...