You should feel bad.  You have jeapordize your family life because you let your little female head (if you know what I mean) do all the thinking for your big head.  You say you cry every night but you still go back to the 22 year old.  You have 3 kids, your husband is working hard for you so that you can stay home with the kids and here you are cheating on him multiple of time.  Not just a one time thing.  I don't feel sorry for you.  If your husband finds out and want a divorce, I don't blame him.  It's all your fault.  IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!  You can say good bye to your once stable family life.

I can honestly say you are just another example of how low our society has become and how sex has taken control of our lives, in my honest opinion a life based on sex isn't a life worth living

Honestly you are a shiity human being. What a cunt for you to cheat on your husband and continue to do so. I hope he takes everything. Real shit

Sadly, you are betraying not only your husband but also your children. While this may surprise you, you have also betrayed yourself. You have lost your honor, and your self respect. You have separated yourself from God as well. You are going to Hell. I am not saying this to be mean to you, it is the truth. What can you do now? I don't really know? You have fallen so far down this hole and done so much damage there may be no recovery for you. Here are the possible outcomes:

You continue to cheat and do not get caught. Unlikely but possible. Even if you don't get caught by others you and God know what you did, so you are fucked and going to Hell.

You get caught, your family suffers incredible damage and pain. You get divorced, you live in poverty, your children do too. Your children all suffer and their futures are severely damaged by you and your selfish actions. You ex husband never trusts a woman again and dies sad and lonely. 

You confess, you are remorseful, you try to make amends, you are at least truthful with your family. You still wind up divorced, your husband still dies lonely, but your kids may do better and you may not go to Hell. Unfortunately, you may drive your husband to go there. 

As you can see your options suck. You shot your husband and your kids in their hearts and there is no putting the bullets back in the gun. I hope the sex was worth it, because your family is going to pay for it with their lives!

What sort of help do you want? All you have to do is stop fucking him. Help you seek is inside your head. 

 what i never understand why women always just act out when they feel "in need" of more... why does it never occur to you to first give the guy who's been your rock forever how long to be that one to give it to you.... all you women need to first get a grip on is its your shortcoming not his... even if he changes.... we men deserve the right to choose to be that man for you.. my wife has acted out many times... it seems she didnt really like how "nice" i am.. i shit you not... i bend over backwards to please her in every way i can... but since i chose to "give in" more than fight back... i wasnt the total man she needed.... talk to your men ladies... sometimes we may take you for granted... as you do to us.. but you gave us the chance to be everything for you when you married us...we deserve that chance still

you only live once ride hom our for every fantasy you have

Amanda, you're a sad excuse for a woman. You think there's some sort of prestige in being a filthy bitch. The sick fuckers on here that are condoning your disgusting behaviour are not even considering what you are doing to your poor children, let alone your husband. You're a home wrecking tramp, worse than a prostitute, because at least they do it for drugs or money. What's your excuse? Hope you get found out soon!!

Everything happens for a reason.......

Continue cheating on your husband and enjoy getting that big dick from that young boy. If you love doing it why stop, right? (: Hopefully you'll reply back. -P

Kill yourself slut!  I hope this dude dies in the army.

Kill yourself.

If your husband starts to question you and ask if there is something wrong that you need to talk about then he may be giving you your only chance to come clean. I ask my 1st wife this question (already knowing the truth) and she denied ever being with another. I would have stayed and gave her another chance if she was honest. Needless to say we divorced and some of her friends and family even told her she made bad mistake.

 wow ... I guess all these negative horrible comments are from people who are "holier than thou" and have never cheated or even thought about it (yeah riiight) .... it's easy to slag this woman off for what she's done and I would agree that it's wrong ...  but I'm not sure that telling her to kill herself would help .. there's no real  support for people in this position. .. I should know ... I cheayed on my husband and I deeply regret it but I'm not sure killing myself would make him feel better and it definitely wouldn't make my kids feel good .. 

Here we are. Everybody in the comment section is full of saints and have no vice and no temptation at all. 

Sex is a part of our lives, it's in our nature to search for pleasures.

Truth is, if most people were in a situation where a beautiful young woman/man would be open for sex anytime, i'm pretty sure a lot of them would jump on the occasion.

In my opinion, the best scenario is telling your husband to work it harder in bed, tell him you're not satisfied and you want more from the man you love, because you can only get it from him.

Good luck with you situation. I hope it all works out somehow.

If ur hubby was fully satisfying u maybe it wouldn't have happened.  Don't feel bad, keep fucking that young dick.

2 sides of this, you were curious and now you're sprung on that good dick. Good you're having fun and enjoying the varieties life has to offer.

Other side... You're married yo, like not just dating a guy you're married. You shoulda got all that good fucking out of the way before making a commitment like this. Even more you know the texting should have never even happened and this wouldn't be a problem

But the damage is done and you can't Un fuck him or forget what it was like. So you need to reach within and figure out will you be able to stay faithful knowing you can be better pleasured elsewhere. My advice cut the young guy and spice up your sex life at home. Use toys, porn, new positions, sexting, or even adding someone.

Wow everyone is beating this gal up!!!! Look people make mistakes, that is why we are human and you know if you dont have somthing and get it, its hard to not ask for    it...     Like givina and then saying nope you cant eat it anymore. My point is she would not be posting it asking for help is she did not realize there is a problem. My advice is if you want to keep your family and live in the bubble then you need to call this off ASAP and change you phone number. Also go seek professional help to on the best way to deal with the new set of guilt and urges. I would sugguest flipping the table and maby spicing up your sex life at home with new things.  Just my 2 cent...

I'm thinking this guy also has a few other milf's on the go besides you, after all, your not always available to him are you? So he is using you and the others and possibly a girlfriend ho he is lying to.  His life is wrecked when he is sen with you or one of the others and you worry bout your life?

you life and your family have already been changed, even if never actually found out by your famiy.   you have changed.  you can be forgiven, but things will always be different if discovered all people in your life will never be the same. sorry for u.

I seriously think it is ok, as long as you just see this guy for sex and have no feelings for him, other than lust! as long as you love your husband and your kids, take care of them this is perfectly alright. as long as you can diffrentiate between love and sex and balance both , i think you are a wonderful human being and an indeal wife. would love to talk to you. [email protected]

Girl,

I can feel for you, BUT, Iam a mature Adult Male and have been on the other side, I supplied everything a woman could want or need, I am 6'1" tall,  200 lbs All muscle, I have long blond hair and many women have told me i am hot and that I have a verry big cock, I have traveled alot and have been in every state in the US and in 22 countries, I gave my wife Love, Respect, a Home, 2 cars an easy living and all the hot sex she could ask for in any way she wanted, She was 8 years younger than I and we had two wonderful children together, a boy and a girl and She had want of nothing, I had Cash Silver Gold, Diamonds, and was around 85 percent of the time, But she still managed to Find a reason to suck some other guys cock, and I mean GUYS Plural!! Some women these days are just tramps, about her actions I am far from stupid and had known about her BS for quite a while, but when she found out I knew She tried to steal everything she could and run off with the latest Swinging dick, and God took care of her, The boyfriend took all she had and turned her out to his friends and then dumped the bitch, I raised My children by my self and I hvae never missed the SLUT for a single moment and the word is she died, still Whoring! Now I didnt let the past ruin me towards all women, but I am sure cautious around them and gaurd my self well, I am the kind of man that women think of as a bad boy because of my looks and they sure seem to like me and I have had many women through the years approach me for sex and although I have never hit on a woman I have had more than my share, but there is much more to life than just a piece of ass and any moron can score a piece of ass. I recently, Well over 8 years now, became really god friends with an  attractive younger woman that is a civil engineer and No dumb ass , and although she and I have admitted to have our share of sex in the past, we both prefer something better and agree that the best sex is  ( Personel ) letting go, being everything for the other person without holding back, and you cant have that with someone you dont respect, and what you have done removes your right to any and all respect, any from anyone forget it!, you have lost it from yourself, you never had it from the swingin dick thats bangin you, you have lost you right to it from your children and especially from your husband as you deserve none! and any of these morons that tell you to keep on putting out for the disrespectful little twerp that hit on a married woman, or tell you to keep hiding it from your husband, well they have no respect for you either as they either want to fuck your gullable ass, or have another woman to point at in order to feel ok that they aren't the only one slutting around ( im not so bad she does it too! ) , You better go tell the Man thet has taken care of you and your children and loved you even while you betrayed him! give him the respect you have denied yourself! you have already disrespected him in the ultimate trust that two people ever have, Dont make it worse!  ( as a side note!)The young woman and I got married 8 years ago and while I cant say every day is better then the last, I love and respect her knowing that none of us are perfect and although there are still things my wife hasn't told me about her past, we grow closer and more open about the past every day,, I must admit I know more about her past than I have ever let on, because of what I had been thru, but i Told her What she did before we where together is the past, what matters is what happens now and what has happened since we have been together, and if you ever feel the need or are tempted to stray please give me the respect of saying so before, not after! I hate being lied to and would rather she tell me she had goten banged by two guys at once in colledge than pretend to be consistantly Virginal, and so far when she has spoken about her past sexual experiences she has spoken the truth, And what more can a relationship be based on than love, Truth and mutual respect !

Clearly none of you bitches is married to an alpha male cuz alpha males don't Marry bitches like you. Women. That cheat are called betas cuz they are weak minded. Lol lmao. Me and my wife are laughing at the chick amanda. I'm 28 and 37 is old as fuck lol. She is sloppy. Women don't know how to fuck a man back that's why they cheat

You have to leave your "boy toy" behind you have kids for god sake and a husband the works hard for you just leva this affair while you still have a chance 

A lot of comments here.  Consider this:  you say you're married 10 years?  And it's a "great" 10 years?  Then why are you cheating?  If it's just for the sex, it never crossed your mind to talk with your husband to see if you could spice things up?  Great relationships are worth saving.  You've trashed your relationship, and trash gets thrown away.

All of these stories have something in common :

• the husband is often great and often the one who afford the wife
• often a happy marriage
• the lover is often muscular, tall and sexy

Women don't need one man but two :

• a weak man to afford money and being malleable
• a alpha man to satisfy their natural urges

Why don't You ask Your Hubby if he would be agreeable to having 

another man or woman in bed with the two of You. 

Then You can ask your husband to share You with this guy. 

Tell him If he will agree then You will bring Him a girl. 

Tell Him anything to get Him to let You bring Your boyfriend 

over. Find a chick He will be attracted to & let Him Fuck Her

while You watch. Then it would only be fair for You to 

bring SOMEONE over to fuck You while He watches. 

    This may actually save your marriage. 

If things go perfectly, your Boyfriend might move in. 

Certainly He will be able to bring women over for

your Husband to Fuck. 

This Whore Is EXACTLY why i lose hope for this world. I mean. Were fucked We fucked We aint gonna make in.

How does your husband know the kids are his?

You should probably kill yourself

amanda , your boyfriend has a bigger dick . but in time that good ole big feeling will go back to a normal feel of a average cock. dont tell your husband the truth . he will never trust you again.just ask him in a good way to try and last longer . you will see things will get better