Sunday, April 23, 2017 8:18 AM by Guest
I'm sorry Debdip. Please come back I can't stay without you.
I'm in a relationship with my boy over 2yr6th month. Everything was okay between us. After 1yr of our relationship, He got job. After his joining, I felt lonely cuz we generally met everyday after college but bcz of his job we have to met only weekend but not every weekend. I missed him alot but he had lots of work pressure I tried to understand his situation but I can't. Suddenly I got a frnd . Named Pranit. He is my classmate. We started chatting. After some days I felt some kind of attraction as a friend . I told Debdip everything about him. He got angry and its general. I felt bad and stop talking with Pranit. After 3-4 week Pranit msged me. We had some normal conversation . Suddenly one night I had a sex chat with Pranit. In the video call he insist me showing my private parts I deny. He insist me to went his house. I denied but one morning he massaged me to come to his house that time I thought that was a joke bcz that kind of joke I did with him many times, so I said yes to him. At auto stand he was waiting for me and I'm scared. I said some sillythings to avoid his proposal. Suddenly he got angry and left me. I thanked to God. I don't tell anything to my friends or Debdip or my family bcz I'm scared about my future. After some days me and Debdip went for a date but than I forgot my phone . Debdip checked all my msg with Pranit. I deleted some msg but still there had enough msg to break his heart. He thought that I had sexual affair with Pranit but I don't have any kind of sexual affair with Pranit. Yes I felt guilty about those chat but I'm scared than about my future and about my relationship. I can't express my feelings that how much I felt guilty. Now Debdip left me . One-day I scared to share everything with him or my friends bcz I think what they or he think about me. But now Debdip left me. I felt proud to having him but I lost everything. Now I'm not scared about my character and my future bcz I already lost my crown. Sorry Debdip.