Friday, August 12, 2016 8:50 AM by maggieray
I was happliy married for ten years. In October, I met someone and fell in in love instantly. I tried to restist. I even told my husband what happened and how this person made me feel. I told him I was afraid of these srtong feelings. My husband kind of brushed over it and didn't take it seriously. He was traveling often. I caved and started seeing the other man. I'm in love with him. I remeber how I felt about my husband and I don't want to walk away from my marrige and family. I don't want to stop loving this other man. I don't want to get caught. We are not seeing each other right now so I can figure things out. I don't know what will happen but life is complicted right now and I feel conficted all of the time. I know something will give in the end but for right now I am living in limbo and have been for ten months.