Saturday, February 06, 2016 8:56 AM by Lonely Housewifr
My daughter is almost three. My hisband and I have had sex exactly 1 times after completing conceiving her.
I posted a personals ad recently, and have started emailing with a man who will be traveling to my town. He seems nice in paper, and the photo he sent is of a cute, muscular guy--my type.
I've spoken to my husband, and even given him an ultimatum that if he didn't help to change our current situation (sex, fighting, him working so much), I'd leave him and/or find a boyfriend to have sex with me.
Either he thinks I'm bluffing or joking because nothing has changed.
The lack of any physical contact is the least of my troubles. He doesn't give me birthday or Christmas, or even Anniversary gifts. He was even late to the Christmas dinner I made.
Seriously considering divorce, but that would take some planning, as my daughter is still young, I'm not gainfully employed, living in a country different from which I grew up, and on bad terms with my mother. In a nutshell, I need to get my $hit together before taking my daughter to start a brand new life.
I already have enough problems, and adding guilt of an affair may be the tipping point. However, I don't know how much more I can go without sex!! Masterbation is no longer cutting it. I need to feel desired and lusted, even if it's just with a nice guy I met online.