Monday, January 9, 2017 9:19 AM by Sarah
I am an engaged female, and I am cheating on my fiancè, with a married man. I am due to get married at end of 2017, and I have been having a sexual affair with a married man.
My fiancè and I have both been married before, we have been engaged just two years . We have been together just under four. I have been having an affair with the married man for about a year. The affair started because my fiancè is unable to provide what I need as a person, financially, sexually, emotionally. We both have kids from other marriage. I do love him I think, but I also love the married man. The sex with the married man is explosive, where my fiancè its been so long, and when it does happen, its love in minutes, my fiancè rarely says im attractive, nor does he show me any type of sexual interest, hes lazy, hes not good with finances, he can barely pay his own bills, or help me out with our joint bills.
The married man, not much older than me, is the total opposite of my fiancè. Sex is amazing, the best ive ever had, he is a provider, everything ive ever wanted! He would divorce wife if I was available he said.
So why am I so time with leaving my fiancè, I don't know!!!! I love him I do, but im also in love with married man.
In the end, im an engaged female, cheating on my fiancè with a married man, that's all there is to it. What do I do, will I continue to cheat after I am married, I don't know. Yes, if my fiancè found out, he'd probably be mad and leave, which id be hurt, but then I wouldn't have to call off wedding or break up with him.
So how bad of a person am I?