Thursday, May 12, 2016 1:04 PM by Rebeca
i have cheated on my husband because i was feeling lonely, because i was alone at home in overseas and nobody was around me. I was depressed and whenever asked my hubby to stay home and go out togethet, he just said i'm busy with my work. The reason of cheating is not important to me. I just feel guilty. I can't forgive myself. I cry every second of my life. I can't enjoy my life anymore. I just want to die. I'm scared and worried about everything. If others had seen me and if my husband know what i have done, he will die. If anything happen to my hubby i will kill myself. Please help me. Tell me what should i do. How forgive myself and how make away negative thoughts from myself. I love my husband. We both love each other. I never do it again with him but now after 2 years of cheating i can't forget. If anybody tell him what i have done, what i can do?