Sunday, August 14, 2016 7:06 PM by Fourteen
When i was 14 i was madly in love with this boy and I moved away and he ended up ending things by never calling or writing again to me. I was devastated I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. Fast forward 20 yrs and he contacts me through social media and we were talking for several weeks back and forth hes marrried with kids and im married and he made it clear that he was interested physically but it couldnt go further. I told him i was interested I never did it with him at 14 and always wondered what it would be like. We used to fool around and it was so hot back then but i never let him inside me. After talking dirty back and forth on text i got a room and asked him to meet me. He met me and i was so hot for him i met him in lingerie which i never wear and he has changed he got chubby but i didnt care all those feelings at 14 came back. I sucked him and he fingered me and i wanted it so bad but when i got on top to ride him he lost his hard on. He fingered m deep to make it up but he never got it up again. Then he had to go and kept telling me it was him he was nervous etc. He left me after only 30 min in hotel room and i felt the worse i have ever been not from cheating but because i got this room got lingerie and i couldnt keep him up. He kept calling and texting me after he left and i told myself i was done but he never called me when i was 14 and i couldnt do that to him or anyone. I answered finally and said its ok he obviously not interested in me he claims its not true that he was stressed and nervous about cheating. He asked me to try again and i said no then a few days later i asked him to meet me again for sex. Its been 3 days and i havent heard from him I am madly in love with him and all i do is think of him but i dont think i can be this side chick that doesnt hear from him for 3 days. Im married but all i think of is his fingering me and how i missed him touching me. I feel like i should just never talk to him again and move on in my life. But hes my weakness...