I met this guy 3 years ago.. we were good friends.. let's say special one. i met him when I moved another place for my new job. first I dont find him attractive and maybe he felt the same way too.he has a gf and a child  and I've got a live in partner for 7 years...for 7 years,there were times that ..let's say.. I'm tired of him.. but for the sake of our relationship ..I couldn't leave him.He's got an  attitude that I can't explain.. sometimes I don't understand him.. it seems like there's something I want more  hoping I can see it in him. Then, finally ..one day that guy saw me in the street and wait for a bus ,he aprroached me and gettin know each other just a short period of time. Since then.. we were friends,and talk shorty. When my bf was on duty at night,and I was alone at home, he went to our apartment  that I was so shocked by that time.. and wanted to ask why.. so I let him in, there inside of my room, we watched movie, and talked about his life, and same here. We got bored ,so we listened to a music.That time, I find him very kind person,a good person... sweet.. and thinking like the way I observed him.. the way I sees him.. that's what I want to see to my bf,someday.Every time my bf,went to his office, he always visited me in the apartment.. and talk. Then one night, he brought a food for dinner.. and we ate it togehter. He shared to me that he'll go to overseas to work. I couldnt explain of what I felt, it's like I was sad thinking about ..what if I won't be able to see him again.. but then in the other side I was happy for him ..so that he can support his family and his child since they were broke up with his gf. then,he said... his going to miss me.. and I felt the same way too. There's something of us that we couldn't tell but it tells the action... we hug each other and he said he likes me, and I do.He hug me tightly, and he asked me again..if I can wait for him after 3 years?..but I didn't reply.. I don't know how to say... he kissed me so passionately .. by that night ..we shared a moment.. before he will go overseas,we decided to get together anywhere we could find ..made some memories we could keep.. and it felts so good to think about.. by the time he's ready to go overseas, he didnt even tell me goodbyes.. see you soon.. it's just like back to old days that we never met.. but anyways.. even though his far .. we still keep in touch by fb.. skype.. but in limited.... I don't what'd be happen next ..if we will meet again...