Saturday, November 28, 2015 4:56 PM by treysama
I'm new here so I'm not sure what to do. I'm just venting. so here's my story. my name is trey. my gf is amanda. i love her to death. we've been dating for almost 4 years now. we known each other for about 6 or 7 years. anyways I pretty much should start at the beginning. it was a few years back. I can stikl remember us. she was sitting on my lap, she kept saying "make up your mind". as my first a curl real long time gf. i was pursued into being with her quite easily. you see I'm not that attractive. about a 4. anyways I said "yes". we started dating and everything was good. accept the fact that she didn't break it off with her other baby father yet. he was in rehab for drugs. time went by. I felt in love. she said "I love you" every day. well eventually her ex got out of rehab. i guess he came back to our town. she said she wanted to "break it off with him" so I said hey. eventually he stayed the night at her house and she and him had sex. i was heartbroken. but that's just the beginning. after the cheating she apologized, told me she wanted me. so I accepted her.
long story short my gf has a thing for black guys. I am black myaelf. she met the guy while walking outside and proceeded to exchange number. it ended up with her going back to his place, and according to her, all she did was suck his dick. yup, my wonderful gf. mad but still in love i chose to forgive her again.
the next time she broke my heart is actually one of the worst. with a guy named jack she used to date. treated her like shit. i guess he was married now and had a wife and kids. his wife and him were going through ruff times. he came to my gf house and got a blow job. a few weeks later he comes over (while I'm still present) they go into out bedroom together to watch a movie. she ends up giving him a hand job. I was only 20 ft away from the door in the ki then watching a movie. after a while of ruff times I again forgave her. and again she continued again with her ex, multiple times. I guess their daughter wanted her to stay at his place mow cuz she wasn't used to just being with him. there was a moment when I was very scared. now we have a daughter and dialing a year or so back there was a time I didn't know if our daughter was mine or not. after a DNA test result I know she is. thank god. the most recent time she has shown signs of cheating is when she was texting my best friends brother on fb. after he talked sexual to her. she was at bar wit her friends. begged him to come there. and when he said he was buy she went to him. they didn't get the chance to do, anything and was just smoking according to her. I'm still with her but she hasn't cheated on me yet since.