Thursday, June 9, 2016 2:50 PM by Guest
I've been with my boyfriend (partner?) over 5 years - and never cheated on him. Never even thought about it. It's a bit complicated but before we got together a friend of mine had a crush on an older guy, divorced, who made it clear he was interested in me. My friend actually stopped speaking to me over this but I wasn't interested in her crush. Until... things with my partner hadn't been great for some time; work issues, he was always tired, not interested in sex, or seeing me. I spent a lot of time crying and lots of lonely nights.
So I start bumping into this older guy ...actually I would run into him frequently over the years and he might facebook me and say he'd like to meet up but I always just laughed it off. Finally after 6 years I thought 'okay, at least I'll finally meet him and shake hands' so we did. We met, he drove and talked to me until I asked him to take me back home. So he did. He asked me if we could see each other again and I said 'no' but I couldn't get him out of my mind. Don't ask why... We have met maybe 8 times in 4 months - very secret - no sex. Until last week. He had told me he's never felt this level of desire and closeness ( a woman) and was surprised that this has happened at his age (he's 49). I had decided to break it off but when we met, he smiled, I smiled...and went back to his place.
He showed me all round as if he was selling the property and I was a potential buyer; it made me laugh; what was I doing there...anyway, we had sex but it was the most amazing experience, like flying, it was absurd. It felt so right -and yet - here I was, totally naked in HIS bed. Getting undressed is an issue for me, I have scars from a major car accident, but when I told him this he just covered my legs with kisses. He kept saying 'I can't believe it's you' so I suppose it was intense for him, too. After sex he just held me and kissed me for ages and we had sex again. Then more cuddling and kissing until finally he took me home. We did it again a week later. So, I've become what I said I wouldn't - a cheater.