Saturday, May 21, 2016 7:25 AM by Guest
We were only dating for about 3 months, but we were talking for awhile before we started dating. We are absolutely so in love with each other. I went to Orlanda at the beginning of January. I don't remember the exact day, but he told me he'd be with a friend one of the nights and he told me they were just hanging it, big deal. I knew the friend btw, him and I were pretty close. I woke up the next morning and had tons of drunk texts from my boyfriend, and some of them sounded scetchy. Something just felt really wrong. I had never done this previously, but I had a weird feeling so I logged onto his snapchat, I know that's wrong. I get it, but he's the one who gave me his password. I saw a message from a girl I was somewhat friends with. He said, "please don't tell my girlfriend what I did. I love her way too much and this would kill her. It was a drunken mistake and I am so sorry." I started to cry. I didn't know what to do. I called the girl, and asked her what had happened. She told me that my boyfriend had sent her a couple dick pics on snapchst and had asked for nudes back, but she never sent any to him because she knows me and she told him how wrong this was. My boyfriend, being passed out was not answering my texts or calls so I just sent texts to him to wake up to.. later that day we talked. I was absoulty broken. I forgave him though and when I got home I had flowers and chocolates waiting for me, sadly I barely could look him in the eyes. It's been months since this happened, but I always see things like never be with someone who's cheated on you stuff. I do feel like because of what happened things have changed. I've lost trust and I'm more aware of things. It's effected me mentally. Overall, I feel happy with him. I don't know, just want someone else's opinion though because I'm too afraid to talk to my friends about it.