I've known since my 9th grade in highschool. Always shy i never approached him to tell him i had a crush on him. Im sure he noticed but nonetheless years would pass by us and i was still friends with him. One out of nowhere i decided to take a chance. Tell him how i feel and see what happens. Long story short we dated,eventually moves in together had a seemingly happy home. Got a dog and everything. How exciting it was just getting things together to make a home with him by my side. I truly hadnt been that happy in so long it was a true miracle. Months past i end up losing my job and though i became depressed he cheered me on. So i would clean the house cook and have everything ready by the time he came home. One day i wake up early morning and he's getting ready for work. He leaves his phone in the bathroom and it goes off while im brushing my teeth. I pick it up and its a message from a women telling him next sunday naturally i couldnt help but be curious. I saw photos and videos of this girl and him. I can tell you right now i feel so stupid and so insecure. He fooled me completely and i dont know if i could love him enough to want to stay now.