Wednesday, April 27, 2016 7:31 PM by John-C
It was after a basketball game when i realized i wanted her to be my wife. I thought my crush on her was gonna be temporary but i was mistaken, it got really bad. She didn't have facebook so i stalked her family's facebooks for pictures of her while I listened to a romantic song. All I ever did was think about her and i lost sleep every night wishing that she was mine. I wanted to ask my friend for her snapchat but i was too scared and didn't want him to know. So i waited.....
Then a few months pass and my friend tells me that she is adding me. Then things really got good for me. I was so excited my heart almost beated out of my chest and I tripped on my backpack after i jumped for joy! I played it pretty cool for awhile. I stayed up later than i ever had just to talk to her, she seemed to enjoy it too. Exactly a week later she asks me out and of course i say yes because i patiently waited for this day for months. Then things took off... We had it all: cute nicknames, smiles, hearts even smiled too. She has troubles and I cared for them, and even cried about them too because I felt soo bad.
When i went to her house we cuddled all night while watching movies and I finally got my first kiss.
Then things started slowly turning bad. We ran out of stuff to talk about, smiles ran out, and nicknames weren't in use anymore. She tries turning me into a jerk because she likes punishment. She cheated on me while making me a jerk and all we did was fight, fight, fight.
After i went to her house again it got better. But she tried turning me into a jerk again, and she did bad things just so I could get mad too. I started getting sick of her and she just kept going with her crap. She always asked to hang with guys and obsessed over some. One afternoon she keeps sending me snaps of this guy with her at her house and i blow a cork and she breaks up with me. We promised not to rush into relationships for awhile. Next day at a track meet i talk to a different friend and find out that she dated us both at the same time and made out with my friend too! As he is telling me this some guy comes and flirts with my now ex and she exchanges numbers with him and stuff. But she still insisted that i was the jerk, like i am the one that cheats.
On the way home i text her asking what happened to our deal and she just ignores me and says im a jerk. When i get home she blocks me. I was heartbroken that I couldn't talk to my other half. So i go into her snap and convince her to unblock me.
About a week later i go into her snapchat and find that guy she takes the pictures with is raving about how much he loves her!! So I cried, like I did ever since the split, and i talk to this guy and tell her that she cheats and not to be hurt when she does. I talked to my ex and asked her what was up and she just doesnt care and I keep telling her that cheating has no good to it and all it does is break hearts, but she still doesnt care. So now she is stuck making boys believe that she loves them and goes back and kicks them into the dirt and no one can ever stop her.