Thursday, January 14, 2016 9:04 PM by Guest
I bin with my bf for about to be 2 years & he is just sooo perfect but ..he has insecurity ..one day I had enough when we went out he kept accusing me of looking at guys literally there could be a guy walking I'm front of me and he will give me a hard time accusing me of staring & disrespecting him so I finally lost my mind ..
I broke up with him the same day & the next day I went to my ex bfs house bc he had abused me in high school & bc of that I had trauma till now o my intentions were to talk about it so I can move past what happen and it went really well he said sorry and gave me a nice speech .. The convo took long so we started drinking I was just buzzed & at one moment we locked eyes & we both leaned for a kiss.. I knew it was wrong but I thought about how my bf accuses me to much So I thought well all show him :( I'm tired of being accused and so I let it happen ..I go home and I call my bf and told him it's not really over but I did something ..& we r still together now & he uses this against me for everthing now & so I lied recently that i never kissed him that it was all him ..that I just blamed me bc I showed up to his house 😪 what should I do guys im so innocent & I'm a outgoing person so when he avisarle me I couldn't take it :(