Friday, November 6, 2015 7:25 AM by Guest
I have been with my boyfriend for 2.5 years and I know he is the one. We have lived together for about 6 months and although I am ready for marriage and children (I am in my 30's) he is unsure. While out of town for work I got ridiculously drunk with coworkers and cheated on him. I have no idea why, I am not unhappy and I have never cheated on him before or even thought about it. All I can say is that the alcohol must have influenced my decision and as soon as I realized what was happening I left but the damage had already been done. I will never do it again but I feel disgusting and horrible. My boyfriend deserves better. I feel like he should know but I am absolutely positive that he will leave me and I can't lose him. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know I am being selfish but we are so happy together I don't know what to do.