Monday, August 29, 2016 5:39 PM by Guest
Rating: +17|-5
Hello sorry for the long story but I have to get it out, I've been with my boyfriend since I was 16 and I'm currently 30. I have never been with anyone sexually but him, we also have children together. He has cheated numerous times but I blamed it on him being young but as we got older and had children I thought it would stop but it got worse. I know I shouldn't have checked his phone but i my so insecure I did. He was talking to multiple women asking when they can meet up, sending dick pics to them etc. I forgave him so many times even when I found out he got another woman pregnant, I loved him so much I took him back and he vowed to never do it again and like a fool I believed him. Last year I found out he'd been in a two year relationship with someone I associated with not on a daily but we went to school together and she knew the family so...Everything that I wanted to do with him as far as going away on trips and going to dinner and breakfast he was doing with her I was heartbroken especially when I found texts of him telling her how much he loved her and needed her and she replied the same. I do so much for this man and our family. He even came to me and asked if I would agree to being one unit with her and her child and our family smh. He said he never wants to lose me but it could be fun and something different and if I wanted to make him happy I would agree uuhhh? Helllll No. So to this day he's still engaging in convo with her as well as other women who I've grown up with I addressed him on it and like always he flipped it on me by saying why was I in his phone if I didn't search I would not find,but you shouldn't be cheating in the first place. The argument ended with him telling ME that we should separate for a while so I can get my head right. I told him he is selfish that we all have free will to do what we please and he can couldn't said no and not engaged in these acts but he chose too. I love this man so much that it hurts so bad all I want to do is make him happy but I may need to just let go. Thanks for letting me share my story