Sunday, May 29, 2016 12:11 PM by Ryme016
Man, this is quite stupid to do but I need some serious advice. Yesterday (4/28/16), I cheated on my boyfriend. Him and I have been dating for a month, to be honest, I love the guy with all my heart, he's funny, cute, smart, and everything I've ever wanted. On the day I cheated, my best friend just left my house and about an hour later an old friend of mine texted me saying he wanted to come over because he just graduated tge day along with my best friend. I thought the guy was only going to come over for about a minute to talk about him graduating and stuff. To be fair I believe it was mostly my fault for cheating because him and I have done some things in the past, but those days were long gone. I should have known things were going to go badly, but of course I'm a dumb ass and let things go the way they did. This guy literally took a nap on my bed and woke up saying that he had an open invitation for me to touch him. I refused, saying that I had a boyfriend and everything. However, he didn't listen and I soon caved. I feel extremely horrible and I became someone I hate the most. A cheater. I hate myself and to this day I feel extremely guilty for doing something so stupid and inconsiderate and maybe a little selfish. I've never cheated on someone before because I've never been in an actually relationship aside from the one I am currently in. Please tell me, what I should do. I know I should confess and tell him, but... i don't know how. I don't want to break his heart or anything. I love the guy, I still do. I know I love him, but I don't think I love him enough to not cheat on him...so...give me advice...what should I do?