Today I saw a close friend who I had not seen in three years, one thing led to another and although we didn't have full on sex I still feel as though I did something wrong. However I actually feel pretty good as well. My fiance has no hs diploma, and refuses to get a job. I am just tired of feeling as though im taking care of a child. I talk to him about it over and over again, all he does is cry about it to the point where i feel bad for bringing it up. I don't know what to do, I feel like the love I have for my fiance is lost.