Friday, July 22, 2016 7:50 PM by Guest
We're only a few months away from ouf wedding and I didn't something that I never thought I would do. I cheated.
I know I am probably just making excuses here on how this happen, and I am ashamed of myself atm.
I'm 23 year old, just got out university. Kinda lost in life, don't know where my career is heading.
With my marriage coming, I realized I was getting old. I used to go clubbing and party all the time but I had calmed down alot since I started dating my boyfriend.
I know I'm going to hurt him a lot, and I feel awful a bout it.
Went clubbing with a friend. Haven't gonein awhile. Met this guy that had been chasing, stalking and flirting with me for years despite knowing i was in relationship. I tried to ignore him, and rejected him multiple time in the past.
Friend left early, he came from behind and pretty much grind on me. I tried to walk away initially but he kinda held me back. He complimented me, which kinda felt nice getting them. I guess i felt a bit insecure and liked the attention he was always giving me.
He surprised me with a kiss. A couple of minutes later, he leads me to the washroom stall where he is making out with me and trying to get his hand under my clothes. I was able to stop him telling him that I wasn't comfortable. He suggested we go back to his place, and I kinda noded okay. When we arrived, i hesistated in entering because i knew where this was heading. But i also felt it was too late to turn back. With him holding my hand, leading me in. I ended up going in and he wasted no time in touching me sexually and taking all my clothes off.
After sex, I didn't even sleep. I just laid in bed naked with his arm covering me, regretting what just happened. I even cried because I knew what an terrible mistake that I did.