Tuesday, April 19, 2016 12:48 AM by Guest
I'm 40, happily married almost 20 years, great kids, my wife has maintained herself well, still a head Turner, still looks good in lingerie and we have a healthy steamy sex life. But I like to troll Craigslist. I look at porn and have a very secret addiction to masturbating. Imagine it I've done it. Even cum on my wife's panties, wierd stuff, I'm fascinated by my penis and semen. I masturbate at work sometimes too, in my office.
So I troll the NSA adds on Craigslist, answer some, most never pan out. Different situations. I've even messaged gay men but never got to a real meeting, and I don't even know why, im not gay. So a husband wanted to watch a man have sex with his wife and I answered the add, never figured I would be picked but I was. They were early 50s, and I met them at their hotel room.
For an hour and a half I had protected sex with a strange woman while her husband watched us. It was very erotic, the whole idea. We tried alot of different things, even anal sex. Then she gave me a bare blow job in full view of her husband to completion and swallowed it.
It was everything my perverted mind imagined. After I showered, left, went home, hugged my wife, had dinner and went to sleep. And I know everyone is going to say I'm a piece of shit. This is a confession, not looking for advice. I like sex. It reah happened that my internet trolling actually hit and I had an encounter. And now I'm a bonafied cheater.
If I get another chance to satisfy my perverted sexual lust secretly I will