Tuesday, August 23, 2016 3:32 AM by Guest
I was at a convention. My boyfriend couldn't go cause he was working. I was out with my friends, we were drinking and I was getting pretty tipsy. I went to a rave that was held at the convention, by the time I got to the rave I was drunk. I ended up dancing with a guy I met at the rave. We were getting pretty close and we ended up kissing. I still remember him asking me if I wanted a drink and us going to the hotel room. We ended up having sex. My friends were pretty pissed that I never told them where I was and what I was doing. I'm engaged to be married and I can't stop thinking about what I done to the person I love. It was a stupid drunken mistake and I wish I could take it back but I can't. He hasn't been the same since the day I told him... I want things to be better again. I really do and I will never ever be able to forgive myself.