Tuesday, June 7, 2016 8:40 PM by Veronica
I reallyneed advice, from married women, or womenin long term relationships..
So here is the story...
My husbandandIhave been together for about 12 years, (I am 31)
NY husbandhas cheated on me so many tInes when we were younger, we have 3 kids together, and are doing as well as I guess we can now...hehas never cheated since we've been married, which has been 3 years...When we were younger I was insecure, although I had no reason to be...It has been extremely difficult to get over his lies and cheating, especially because I have never cheated on him...
Although I know he hasn't cheated since we'vebeen married, or the last time that he got caught...I am still so hurt and angry by his actions, because he has lied to meabout other things, and I feel like if he was truly sorry, he wouldn't continue to lie about anything..
So, cut to today, I have still NEVER cheated on him, or even considered it...but tonight I ran into a guy who I had a huge crush on in high school...he was a senior and I was a freshman, I was infatuated with him than lol, but never thought he noticed me...So he said to me, "Hey beautiful, how are you?" and I literally melted inside..I had had a few drinks, and confessed to him how I was "in love with him," in HS...We exchangednumbers, and have been innocently texting ever since....he said to me before he left that night, "Damm you are beautiful, you are goingtoget me in trouble."
My question is this...and sorry for all the details.. I've NEVER considered cheating, or even given someone else my phone numbe, but besides the fact that I am so physically attracted to this man, we see email to be developing a nice friendship.....I am a loss, because I feel so guilty for even feeling like this, but I can't help but wonder what it's like to be with him...I know I feEl resentment towards my husband, not just because of the past, I feel that he is emotionally absent in out marriage sometimes and he knows this.. I've spent too many years crying over him, and feeling not good enough.. should I give this guy a chance for a relationship?? Should I just have a physical relationship with him?? Or should I stop talking to him all together?????