Tuesday, May 3, 2016 3:48 PM by Guest
my boyfreind is in jail and a couple days ago I unblocked this guy (I'll call him John) in my phone cause he's the guy my bf is worried about and I didn't really think John was of any concern. Well, me and John started talking as friends but then it escalated to sending hearts and kissy faces, and John asked for me to hang out yesterday, I agreed. We met up at a park and he invited his friend, which was okay with me cause I figured he would help avoid anything happening, but we started by his arm around me then holding hands and he said "so about a kiss" and isaid "so what about it" and he kissed me. His friend got to the park with us and we walked to the play ground and his friend started swinging, then John put his hand on my hip as we watched him swing then we kissed again.. It was the happiest I've been in awhile. My boyfriend and I have been together for 7 months and I've left him 3 times and promised I wouldn't leave again, so I'm kinda stuck.. My bf is in love with me I know but, the feelings aren't the same anymore. I'm afraid if I leave him I won't ever get him back like I love him so much I'm just not in love with him anymore. I need help. Please if anyone can help me it would be appreciated.