Saturday, September 3, 2016 6:09 PM by Guest
Since high school I hve known that I am diff. In our 30's I have met my wife and we got married. The first few years were fatastic and I thought that the other side of me suppressed. As soon as we had kids and they consumed my wifes time, I started to explore the other side and watched gay porn. When my wife found out and confronted me - I explained that it was only a fantasy I had. This triggerd something in her and then she started to check my phone and computer. She found that I contacted a man and confronted me. I told her that I am bi and knew it before our marriage but that I love her and will not leave her. I kept on whatching gay pron and obviously she were not OK with that. She stopped having sex with me and said that our marriage is over but will stay together for our kids sake. Over the next few years I watched more and more porn and eventually contacted several men and started having sex (bj, top, bottom, orgies, etc) with them in public places, hotel rooms, swimming pools, etc. This was the other side of me being satisfied. After a few years of this double life my wife found out about this and was devestated. I don't think that I have cheated on her as she told me that our marriage is over. Now I don't want a divorce and want to try to mend our marriage.