I have relationships with a guy for 2 years. Well, we have one problem – it’s a distance. My boyfriend is studying in another city. The distance between us is 1000km. We can see each other only in winter for two months and in summer for two months. Each time leaving me, he swore that he would not cheat (((( I should say not... I know that he loves me, my parents and his parents know this too. I'm madly in love with him. For all this time, I have never cheated on him. However, over a half of a year ago I have seen history of messages of his skype. And there was a correspondence with a prostitute. He wrote about how good it was with her, about blowjob etc. It hurt me so bad. The interesting thing is that my parents were always against him, and all the time I lied to them, came to him in another city, passing studies. I had many problems with my parents when they discovered it...

My boyfriend began to refer to the fact that he was drunk when he fucked that prostitute. He said it was only once and it will not happen again. I do not believe him. I wanted to break up our relations but it was so hard to throw him away from my heart. So I returned to him. Well, every time we met, I bugged him; I could not hold my tears. 

Now we again in different cities. I cry every day, because I think he is cheating on me there in spite of he promised not to do it again... I think it makes no sense to continue these relationships – Once a cheater - always a cheater.

What bothers me is that we still have 2 years to be at a distance.