Friday, June 10, 2016 3:20 PM by Lady
My boyfriend works abroad as a seafarer and we seldom communicate coz he only gets internet signal once they arrive at ports. Its hard to be on a long distance relationship, not being with him really made me busy with other things. I miss him and I miss having sex, I'm being as honest as possible. I joined an adult website to hook up and fulfill my sexual needs while he's away. So I got to chat with random people, never really met one personally yet. One day I tried to access my boyfriends Facebook account and there was a message request. My heart skipped when I saw that, I was nervous. Then when I opened the message I saw that it was a dummy acct created by one of his friends not really introducing himself. He sent a screenshot of my profile from the adult site. I was really shocked and nervous and scared when I saw that. I replied "Let me take care of her" pretending I was my boyfriend. Then I blocked the account to keep him from sending more messages. From then I decided to delete my profile and started to feel sorry and scared that I might loose him. Til now I'm really scared but I'm prepared for whatever will happen. If he dumps me then I will accept it since it's my fault. And he was a good man who doesn't deserve any kind of betrayal. Judge me all you want now. I will accept it. I'm trying to better myself now. I hope it's not too late.