Friday, June 24, 2016 4:42 PM by Guest
I'm a married man father of 5 and been married for 13 years and together for 18.. In the past I've cheated and I know she has as well but she'll never admit it. How I know?.. Well to many instances where she disappeared or wouldn't answer my call for long stretches of times but not just those lil things.. Her older cousins boyfriend was whining and dining her behind my back and her cousins back.. He would tell her sweet nothings and even do things for her that she would never let me know that it came from him. The reason I feel she cheated with him is because, we once fought (argued) badly and she left the house with my 1st born who was a new born at the time and she stayed away for a whole week.. No one in her family knew where she was and he even called our house and pretended not to know as well.. To make a long story short, the day she came back was a Saturday. She said she came to let me see my daughter and she had been staying at a room ( I was assuming her mother was helping her). She really wouldn't allow me to touch her and she stayed distant the whole day. She slept in the house but the next morning I get a call, it's the cousins bf, he pretends to want to speak to me but when I tell him she was back he asks to speak to her. After they hung up she decides to get up and get dressed then she calls a taxi to pick her up she wants to go back to her room to rest without my daughter.. After being gone for hours she calls me late Sunday night to pick her up from the room and she tells me where it's located.. I drive there and for some odd reason I go to the lobby to tell them I'm picking up room xxx they will check out soon.. The guy at the desk says ok Mr. Xxxxx will have to turn in the key and then get the rest of the nights back.. I was floored when I heard his name! I felt betrayed by both of them.. She denied everything but I'm not stupid he didn't pay all that money for nothing she had to give him something in return...
So after years of battling and seeking revenge and getting it. I'm in a place where I don't care anymore.. We have a great sex life with tons of role playing. I have a big cock but I've found that she likes the 12-13 inch FAT ones so I bought a few... I'm a lil under 8 but very FAT so I don't get y she's greedy for more.. She's not as tight as she once was so I don't get the same excitement/feeling as I did from ladies I cheated with and maybe it's the same for her.. During all this role playing I've developed this love to hear what she would do to another man. I get off on knowing what she wants and the visual makes me cum harder.. We even text about it and I save her text so that I can read them when I masturbate. I even find pictures for her of big cocks and have her tell me what she wants to do to it. Do u think this can be linked to me knowing that she cheated on me and I know where and what the room looks like? I have cheated also but it was all for revenge... Thoughts??