Wednesday, March 23, 2016 9:43 PM by Guest19
I love my husband --he's an amazing person and a great partner in every aspect. We've been married for 2 years and I really enjoy being his wife, taking care of my man, and our stable home life. Which makes me feel confused, surprised, guilty and angry that I've been lusting after my colleague. I have a weakness for tall intellectuals and my man (being honest) is on the short side (5'4") and doesn't quite provide the mental stimulation I prefer. My colleague, on the other hand, is super sharp, taller than me, and has a killer physique (I accidentally saw him topless once). We've developed a friendly rapport and there were some flirty moments over drinks at happy hour that could have led to more. I've since distanced myself from him, but I can't help picturing him touching me, kissing, how it could happen, etc. I respect my husband, our love and our marriage. I don't want these thoughts! But every time I see him at work, my blood races and all I want to do is to pull him in the closet and fuck him in all the ways I imagined. I would appreciate it so much if someone can advise me on how to not lust after another man --thank you!