Saturday, April 16, 2016 6:32 PM by Guest
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I feel awful and ashamed.I had an affair with a married man for 5 months I myself living with my boyfriend. I know I should have left my boyfriend first when things started changing his attitude towards me,looking at me like I was a failure I think I fell out of love with him years ago I was pretending to play house it was terrible I am not his mother or his maid and he lives like a slob and stays on the computer all day/night long..I HATE IT I HATE HIM ..its like I told a good friend years ago I excelled at everything I was single had a great job, friends,family around it was awesome I'm a pretty positive person and mean well I thought I could make things workout 10 years later I'm rarely happy I mean truly excited about my partner who causes most of my misery in life generally..I met a total stranger working at a local fundraiser I'll talk to just about anyone!!We get to talking having lots in common and upon discovering we share the same birthday he's only a few years older than me It was kinda eerie how much alike we were and we lived near each other. I told him I wasn't looking for an affairmaybcould be friends..but as we got to talking intimately on facebook his desire progressed into an obsessionI was the key ingredient missing from his dull life so yes we became livers of the most intimate kind
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