Saturday, July 23, 2016 3:02 AM by Guest
I have been with my husband since we were 18yrs old (now 34). We have 2 children. Lately I have been feeling trapped and taken for granted by both husband and kids. I feel extremely bored and confused as to wether I'm still in love with my husband. I sometimes find myself day dreaming about what it would be like to be single and hooking up with different men now and again- I'm still in single digits. A few months ago a friend of my husbands randomly sent me a private message on Facebook asking why my husband was no longer on Facebook. Conversation just continued and after a few weeks turned flirty. Then he enviable happened and the texts turned dirty. This continued for a while but abruptly stopped for about 3 weeks. Then out of the blue this other guy contacted me again and it was as though we picked up were we left off- straight back to the dirty talk. He has a wife and child and works away on weekdays so we send explicit snapchat pics and vids with ease. We have spoken about meeting up for sex and he said he really wants to, as do I, when he doesn't text me I didn't myself wishing like crazy for him to do so. He's got in my head and I really want him. Some of the things he says makes me think he feels something other than sex but then he goes quiet for a few days which confuses me. I just know I'm going to cheat on my husband sometime soon wether or not is with his friend or some random guy. I feel the only way to get past how I'm feeling is by seeing what else is out there. I'm fully aware of how his may come across and that I'm a terrible person but I just can't help how i feel. I need sex with someone new.