I am in mid 40s, married to love of my life & blessed with two beautiful kids.life was good to me & we had everything we could ask for. I changed jobs from Australia to Asia. Asia is a beautiful place and I loved working here. All my colleagues were nice & warm. Like any other marriage, even mine was perfect marriage but I worked towards it. And we were ok I think. Vacation time & my wife with kids would go back to Australia & I was alone. I never went astray though many young gals threw them self on me.

But there was one lady in particular who caught my fascination. She was a young mom who lived in the same apartment complex as we did. She was a single mother & undergoing through divorce. We would only meet in lifts, car parks or during our weekly grocery shopping. It was lil better than hi/hello n nothing more than that, though in my mind I had many things I would love to do to her, from making her scream my name to simply holding her hands... One day I almost blurted out my mind how I feel about & for her. Now I feel like I have cheated on my wife as I nurture strong feelings for someone else other than my wife. I wonder if this feeling would die once I bed her.. But i would not dare such thing, which can put our life at crossroads.. I have no clue how to deal wit this attraction I have towards her..