Thursday, September 8, 2016 6:36 PM by Chip
I met my childrens mother in 2010, she was 19 and i was 29 and ironically, she just had came out of a relationship where the guy she was with cheated on her with another person and got her pregnant so their relationship was broken! Her and i had our problems but that came with the bouts of figuring us out and 6 months later, she was pregnant with my son! I had issues with my family so we moved in with her grandmother until we got on our feet and she got pregnant with my daughter. We moved out, got our own and we tried 2 make the best of the situation, i cooked, did laundry and when problems such as money arised, it was all my fault and majority of the blame was on me! In February of 2013, she got a job and there she met her friend and our relationship began 2 dwindle where things were going wrong, she wouldn't touch me, we were sleeping in separate rooms, i slept in my office at work and about 2015, after our anniversary, she wrote me a break up letter and assured me there wasn't another man, even as the guy who she became friends with were calling her, let me believe she was seeing him and i went through a path that i regret like putting cameras in my home 2 catch him and her together. She left out home last year in 2015 and the next time i saw her, her body was different as if she was pregnant and i asked her and she denied she was, but on Sweetest Day, i sent her some flowers, some money and some cards and that was when she told me she was 5 months pregnant and my heart tore irreplaceably because i trusted her and even still love her! I found out that even though she said she made a mistake by getting pregnant but found out that the guy who she was with was the guy she was seeing 2 months after my daughter was born which was the friend from her job! They both live with her grandmother, work at Jewels down the street from my house and seem 2 be happy and i feel very embarrassed and sadness that they broke my family and it's been a year that i've physically seen her, we do not talk but i still cry over her with a lot of anger, depression and still so much love that is hard 2 get over at this point! Help!