Monday, May 30, 2016 8:21 AM by Guest
Hi im 23. Gonna share my story about my past relationship. My ex and i had been in a relationship for 2years and a half. Beggining of our relationship is the most wonderful moment of my life , after a year weve been living together and thats the time our relationships got mess up a lot. In living together i have known his attitudes well, the one i dont like is when he gets angry beacause he has been hurting me physically. Sometimes we got our quarrel beacause i get jealous always, well im jealous because i caught him creating new account thrice just to communicate with her ex. He always said it was nothing ,they are just friends and the girl is far away. But for me why he would do efforts to create a facebook account just to communicate with her ex?, not just once but thrice.But i always forgive him and believe in him because i love him and i dont want our relAtionship to be ruin.Eventhough some of our fights he was always the first that would breaking up with me and i am the one always begging not to broke our relationship. I always fight for our relationship. Then there such a time that we had big fight that he got slap me hard on my face and got my lips bleed. I dont know wat to think at dat time but all i can feel is that im hurt and was so discourage to him. It feels like all the love and effort that ive shown to him was all useless. I felt unappreciated. He said sorry , i forgive him but my love for him is not as strong as it does from the beggining of our relationship. Since that day that he hurt me physically a month after that, i cheated on him , and again and again.. I cheated on him thrice .. Hanging out with guys .And he doesnt even know. but i still felt guilty because im still committed to him eventhough he hurt me a lot. And i can feel that i still love him,but i know i had done wrong and i think hurting me is still not enough reason to cheat on him, the damage has been done. So even if hurts i broke up with him ,because i know our relationship is not healthy anymore. And I know our break up would be better for both of us. He tried to come back want to have a chance but i refuse because i know he would still hurt me physically and emotionally , i always forgive him everytime he hurt me but still do the same again and again everytime ha head a fight , he always siad that he will change ,to not beat on me and insulted me everytime we had a fight,and i dont want our relationship to be worst and i done wrong also behind hi, so its better to let go.