Thursday, August 6, 2015 8:49 PM by Kennie123
My first wife told me she had sex with another man while we were married. We had been married about 5 years then. She said it was only once. I was devastated. I asked her for all the details of the sex. I asked her if he sucked her nipples, she said "it's what you normally do when making love". She told me he went down on her, she told me she had an orgasm. She told me they used a condom. I was so devastated and I did not eat for a week. I used to masturbate a lot during my marriage and I started to use my wifes unfaithfulness as a masturbation picture in my mind. In the end I was so turned on by this picture in my mind that I wished I could have seen her having sex with this man. This happened in 1970 but I still picture it even to day when I masturbate. I picture it when he withdraws his penis, from her vagina, after he cums and she can see the condom on his cock full of his sperm. I think I use the memory as something to relieve the emotional pain that I went through.