Sunday, January 24, 2016 2:43 PM by Guest
I am writing this post because I have no one to go to about this. I ask that any negative comments are left unsaid because I already know, I'm horrible for doing what I did. I am only 18 years old and so is my boyfriend. We have only been together for about a month, but we have been seeing each other on and off for over a year. He was never good to me during that time. He hurt me in more ways than you can imagine. However I didn't do what I did for revenge because I truly believe he's different this time. I think that my problem is that I've always been used to our messed up relationship and I feel like it's the same as it's always been. We're both in college, but far apart. I can't tell him what I did because I know that would be the end. I really do love him and I want to change, this is not me and I just want to make things better, but can I still do that or is it too late?