Monday, August 22, 2016 4:26 PM by KJade
I feel like I may have a serious sex addiction. Recently i joined a hook up site just horny one night and curious and was up for some internet flirting. I took a sexy pick of myself in lingerie just my body no face and i got tons of emails and likes from men. I was surprised by the amount in my area that seriously wanted to meet. All morning while geting ready for work im looking at dick pics and chatting. I was so aroused just by the attention and one guy in particular msgd me his only pic was a face pic. I have always desired being fucked by a big cock and i asked him for a pic he wasnt HUGE but he was well endowed. He happens to mention he works at a hotel 5 min from my job which piqued my interest. Again had no plans to actually meet anyone (i watch alot of Dateline and was too scared). I ask him if he gets free rooms and he says he can get a room if i want. This somehow made me more at ease of being a mutual location then going to someones house or they mine. I said i would get one and he could meet me at least i could watch from window make sure hes not a psycho. He instead immediately got a room and said to go there in 30min. I left and went to get condoms just in case and got the judgemental look from CVS GUY. I drive over and am watching who gets in and out of cars i see this guy he looks ok kind of smaller frame get out and go in. Get a text from guy hes getting room so i figure this is him. Im nervous and start to text him my kid is sick i have to go (i dont have kids btw) then he sends room number. Now i feel bad that he has room how can i leave him hanging now? I go and taka a pic of his license plate and pic of his face from site and email myself if i go missing this is person i met. (Dateline watcher remember). I knock on door and this hot guy with the sweetest smile answers im so ackward i just start undressing and then go to embrace him and he pushes me on bed and starts eating my pussy. Its been years since i had this and im going nuts. He then flips me over and starts fucking me from behind. I was so shocked how big it felt and going thru so many emotions of ectasy. He flipped me every way and entered me even tried anal but not enough lube. When he came i got on knees and sucked him and was ready to go again. He said he had to get back to work so i played it off like i did too. that night he text me how he liked it and again in the am asking to meet again. We met at lunch again next day before check out and he did things i have mever experienced. I have never climaxed so much. By Friday i was willing to get a room, sat too and he was busy both days. Sunday i avoided texting him didnt want to look like stalker. I was so horny sunday i tried to get my husband to fuck me in the ass and hes small and successfully did it and came quick i wanted to fuck all day and he was "tired". All that wkend i sent pics to guys and had internet sex. Come monday i needed it. I seriously thought abt meeting someone else buy thought let me text him and see so he said ok we met and fucked for all of 15 min then he left. I thought ok he has to get to work and catch him in hall talking to the hotel worker shes not pretty at all but then again am i? Not sure. I just looked and kept walking before that i had text him thanks and a wink he didnt respond so im like ok guess he was busy talking to her. Hours go by and i text asking if he liked my pussy no answer again. 2 hrs later i text i guess not.. Trying to get some response...nothing. At this point im hoping i can meet him after work after all i have a room still and since he never resp i thought abt maybe meeting another guy. I figured that was just too slutty besides what if hotel lady tells him. Now im going home sad and horny. I get such a high in act then feel dirty and guilty and now i wish he would text me so i know if he still wants me. Its supp to be NSA but secretly i want to be desired. How do i stop this. I seriously perused sex addicts site right before booking room to fuck. I know i have a problem but the thrill is too much for me. For all you commenters who want to degrade and call me names no need i knw im terrible wife and person thats not what im asking im asking how do i stop.