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Sex addict

I cheated on my husband

Monday, August 22, 2016 4:26 PM by KJade Rating: +55|-8

I feel like I may have a serious sex addiction. Recently i joined a hook up site just horny one night and curious and was up for some internet flirting. I took a sexy pick of myself in lingerie just my body no face and i got tons of emails and likes from men. I was surprised by the amount in my area that seriously wanted to meet. All morning while geting ready for work im looking at dick pics and chatting. I was so aroused just by the attention and one guy in particular msgd me his only pic was a face pic. I have always desired being fucked by a big cock and i asked him for a pic he wasnt HUGE but he was well endowed. He happens to mention he works at a hotel 5 min from my job which piqued my interest. Again had no plans to actually meet anyone (i watch alot of Dateline and was too scared). I ask him if he gets free rooms and he says he can get a room if i want. This somehow made me more at ease of being a mutual location then going to someones house or they mine. I said i would get one and he could meet me at least i could watch from window make sure hes not a psycho. He instead immediately got a room and said to go there in 30min. I left and went to get condoms just in case and got the judgemental look from CVS GUY. I drive over and am watching who gets in and out of cars i see this guy he looks ok kind of smaller frame get out and go in. Get a text from guy hes getting room so i figure this is him. Im nervous and start to text him my kid is sick i have to go (i dont have kids btw) then he sends room number. Now i feel bad that he has room how can i leave him hanging now? I go and taka a pic of his license plate and pic of his face from site and email myself if i go missing this is person i met. (Dateline watcher remember). I knock on door and this hot guy with the sweetest smile answers im so ackward i just start undressing and then go to embrace him and he pushes me on bed and starts eating my pussy. Its been years since i had this and im going nuts. He then flips me over and starts fucking me from behind. I was so shocked how big it felt and going thru so many emotions of ectasy. He flipped me every way and entered me even tried anal but not enough lube. When he came i got on knees and sucked him and was ready to go again. He said he had to get back to work so i played it off like i did too. that night he text me how he liked it and again in the am asking to meet again. We met at lunch again next day before check out and he did things i have mever experienced. I have never climaxed so much. By Friday i was willing to get a room, sat too and he was busy both days. Sunday i avoided texting him didnt want to look like stalker. I was so horny sunday i tried to get my husband to fuck me in the ass and hes small and successfully did it and came quick i wanted to fuck all day and he was "tired". All that wkend i sent pics to guys and had internet sex. Come monday i needed it. I seriously thought abt meeting someone else buy thought let me text him and see so he said ok we met and fucked for all of 15 min then he left. I thought ok he has to get to work and catch him in hall talking to the hotel worker shes not pretty at all but then again am i? Not sure. I just looked and kept walking before that i had text him thanks and a wink he didnt respond so im like ok guess he was busy talking to her. Hours go by and i text asking if he liked my pussy no answer again. 2 hrs later i text i guess not.. Trying to get some response...nothing. At this point im hoping i can meet him after work after all i have a room still and since he never resp i thought abt maybe meeting another guy. I figured that was just too slutty besides what if hotel lady tells him. Now im going home sad and horny. I get such a high in act then feel dirty and guilty and now i wish he would text me so i know if he still wants me. Its supp to be NSA but secretly i want to be desired. How do i stop this. I seriously perused sex addicts site right before booking room to fuck. I know i have a problem but the thrill is too much for me. For all you commenters who want to degrade and call me names no need i knw im terrible wife and person thats not what im asking im asking how do i stop. 

 

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Tuesday, August 23, 2016 12:38 AM
Guest

nice

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 12:52 AM
Guest

Email me at anonymous 71432 at gmail

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 6:38 AM
KJade

update: tried one final time to text this AM to ask if he wanted to meet before work and then said If your done its cool. He text back he was done that he cant fuck a married woman. Um ok? So confused why are you perusing hook up sites then. I feel like hes being polite he knew after first time I was married and fucked me twice after. Now i feel more worthless then before like I wasnt good enough or hot enough or he moved on to someone else. Ugh i hate this feeling. 

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 6:38 AM
KJade

update: tried one final time to text this AM to ask if he wanted to meet before work and then said If your done its cool. He text back he was done that he cant fuck a married woman. Um ok? So confused why are you perusing hook up sites then. I feel like hes being polite he knew after first time I was married and fucked me twice after. Now i feel more worthless then before like I wasnt good enough or hot enough or he moved on to someone else. Ugh i hate this feeling. 

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 8:47 AM
Guest

Well honestly not trying to be rude but just telling the truth. How come bitches like you even do that????? Like I said I'm sorry but that's totally disgusting. How can you fuck other niggas then go home to your husband  and try to fuck him??? I'm a sex addict too but not the cheating hoe type. If I'm horny I fuck my bf all night every night, shit we in this together. I don't see how you can fuck him and still feel not  ashemed  about what the fuck you just did to your relationship  with your husband  key word- (HUSBAND!!)  If I were you I would feel so nasty that I just let somebody else's dick inside me expect for the person I love (if you even do), and if you don't then divorce his ass. It just makes me feel digusted at the fact you just did that then tried to fuck your husband after words, that's nasty af even with a condom it doesn't matter. You have some serious problems if you if your still looking for more dick to fuck. At least break it up with your husband so he won't end up having herpes, it's not his fault. 

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 10:10 AM
Guest

Your a worthless whore and it's even  worse that your willing to cheat on your husband, please do him a favor and tell him how much of a slut you are so he can divorce your bitchass and find someone better than you.

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 1:03 PM
Julius

  Ok you have a problem  we know that. Your not a sex addict your a thrill seeker. Your  so bored with your husband  that instead of choosing  to talk to him you decide to cheat. You have low self esteem  and you can tell by what you wrote. WHAT cought  my eye was when you said the guy ate you out and it has been a while since you felt  that. Then I read you fucking your husband 15 min.  Your sex life sucks really bad and your husband  isn't  doing what he suppose  to  be  doin. NOW  stop! That still doesn't  excuse  you from doing what you did. You need to stop what your doing and fix the mess you created. Tell your husband  and let him choose if he wants to stay with you. If he does tell him why you did it. Don't  go into details on what happen. Fix it now. You did a slutty, selfish  and immoral  thing and you have  to face the music. 

Tell your husband  15 min. Of fucking is not ok. Half hour is a quickie to me.

 
Tuesday, August 23, 2016 7:20 PM
Guest

I wanna see you naked

 
Wednesday, August 24, 2016 7:27 AM
Guest

I would hook up with you

 
Wednesday, August 24, 2016 11:24 AM
Understanding

I understand how you feel as I have delt with the same thing for a long time. I found a different way and willing to share. I won't be judge by the people on here. you can reach me at 

networks2630 on google e-mail if you want to hear more. 

 
Wednesday, August 24, 2016 2:37 PM
Guest

shit the bed... this is better than day time tv... Girl you need to be an escort get the dick.. seek the thrill then get paid once your bored of all this shit you can be back to a man like your huband

 

 
Wednesday, August 24, 2016 7:49 PM
Guest

Where can I see these pics!!!!!

 
Wednesday, August 24, 2016 10:38 PM
Guest

He probably just wanted sex with you a couple times. honestly I think you should tell your husband about it and just try to get him to try things. maybe get him to use a dildo on you, eat you out, experiment a little. even if he isn't large and doesn't last long, that doesn't mean he cant pease you.

 
Thursday, August 25, 2016 3:31 AM
Guest

Is anybody not worried about AIDS...STDS...this is crazy hooking up with people you don't know sucking on them for a thrill.....then take that back home to the spouse.Condoms don't prevent herpes...just straight nasty

 
Sunday, August 28, 2016 5:22 AM
Guest

Your a good wife 

 
Sunday, August 28, 2016 12:29 PM
whtpanties

I believe that we all have this desire to sow our wild sex oats and that is what you are doing.  Name calling is bs.  YOu are human, and I don't cheating isn't right.  I had a cheating wife in which I had given her permission, more or less, I just dind't know she would mess around so many times....LOL...she never knew my way of finding out.

 
Tuesday, August 30, 2016 2:57 AM
Guest

I found this very hot lol

 
Wednesday, August 31, 2016 5:26 AM
Guest

Hey you are doing this staff like a whore for free this guy want stop as on other way he have to pay for a whore like you

 
Wednesday, August 31, 2016 6:50 AM
Guest

Why are you people such assholes? She is obviously going on here cuz she has no one else to talk to and probably already feels like shit without you all calling her names. A) I'very been there, married with kids but have a psychological addiction to attention. B) I did destroy my marriage by having sex with other men (I'm not addicted to the sex, I'm addicted to the high of having men want me) C) The ONLY way to feel better is to unplug from any source of access to men (i.e hook up sites, sociall media, bars, clubs,ect) The rejection I felt from having a guy be "over" me caused ago much pain, embarrassment, and disappointed that I wish I'd never met him in the first place. The other guys that didn't reject me got clingy and annoying. Honestly in the end I wish I would've just watched a ton of porn and masturbatEd than ever go down this road if destruction.

 
Monday, September 5, 2016 11:40 AM
Guest

thank you last guest im seeing someone for help but its gonna take time to work through issues. 

 
Tuesday, September 13, 2016 7:42 PM
Guest

You have a sexual compulsion that has all the earmarks of becoming a sexual addiction. Worse, despite your "carefulness" you may well be harmed by meeting total strangers - if you really DO watch a lot of "Dateline" then you know I'm right!

Please, find a local chapter of SLAA (Sex/Love Addicts Anonymous) and go to a meeting if you cannnot afford a private therapist. You will meet many people at those meetings who were exactly where you are right now. They do not judge - they just listen and share their own stories. And surprisingly, it really helps. You need to get this sex monkey off your back so you can either work on your marriage and fix it, or declare it dead and move on so you're FREE to fuck anyone you like without being abusive and deceptive to your husband. Good luck. I hope you do the right thing here.

 
Friday, September 16, 2016 1:35 PM
Guest

I know exactly how you feel.  I too am a married sex addict.  I am addicted to the excitment. adrenaline rush and the knowing we shouldn't be doind it.  I love plesaing a married women with my big cock and giving them what they cant get at home

 

 

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