Friday, March 10, 2017 6:42 PM by Carla
I am in a relationship for more than 2 years now. He is a gentle guy but he is obsessed with things. Like he is overly possesive. It is because I had an affair with a guy in the beginning of our relationship and he made me pay for this really bad. Now I gotta put up with the endless insecurities and questions. What confuses me that, before him I had my first boyfriend and we were deeply in love. He was everything that I wanted until I figured out that he was keeping a girl aside. Eventhough he apologized million times, I was so proud I didnt forgive him, I left him instead.
I dont know if I have done wrong or right. Because I miss him sometimes. We used to have so much fun together. Recently he has a new gf and I saw their picture at the places we used to hang out before. It hurt me to see this and I even cried and felt so bad which I shouldnt have. My current bf loves me so much, treats me nicely besides his possesive nature. I tried to break up since I was having confusions. He doesnt want to leave me. I was thinking maybe I needed this time to myself so that I can be with someone who I can be happy with like I was with my ex. then I also think my bf loves me so much and maybe I would be regretful if I leave him. So confusing...