So, I was in my school where I met this guy and we fell for each other..then we got into a relationship as new it was really great but things started to fade away..we started to fight alot avoid each other n so much more after an year he left for another city so now I was in a long distance relationship with him. Things got worse he never trusted me and always had a doubt that I must be cheating on him. He never liked my male best friend. He abused me physically n verbally. I took it all thinking he loves me anyway he's just angry. After I reached the saturation point , he had already broken up with me. My friends suggested me to date someone else to get over him. I dated my best friend but he too somehow turned out to be a douchebag. So I broke up with him. During my relationship with my best friend I realised I don't really like him that way n that I still have feelings for my ex n how much I love him and all of that. That is when I decided to leave my best friend after few months . I did alot to get in touch with my first boyfriend we spoke but he somehow sound broke he told me a fake story saying he suffered so much n shit like that then we got back together since then he is making me feel guilty n been abusing me my family n so much more but because of the guilt I never left also I had a feeling that I shouldn't make another mistake. So I chose to stay. All this while my my bf used to come stay breakup come back again have sex leave n so much more. One day I found out that he has proposed someone else while he was with him. He cheated on me. Now that hit me hard. I confronted him he denied. I was left feeling devastated he then messaged me saying its his mistake n said sorry. I didn't respond . So he again messaged saying if u could listen to me once it would be great or else its up to you. I didn't respond to his calls and msgs after that. Waiting karma to fuck up his life.