Thursday, March 24, 2016 6:55 AM by Guest
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so me and my boyfriend been together since august and i cheated on him in november. i went to the doctor a week ago and found out i have herpes. I know he has gotten it because before i went to the doctor, we had sex in the shower when i had a sore but i didnt know it was herpes..i just thought it was a cut from my razor. i DID tell my boyfriend that i had herpes, but i told him that i must have had it since the summer because i havent been tested since then and said im just now showing symptoms probably becuase i been so stressed out lately. he said its ok he is still here for me and loves me no matter what i have and now i feel bad because he is still here for me. i already told him i have hpv but i contracted it in the summer and that WAS the truth so i had it before me and him met. i also found out the same person who gave me herpes gave me chlamydia and i told my boyfriend that too but i still lied and said i had it since the summer but didnt know cuz i havent had any symptoms. i cant tell my boyfriend the truth because he has my name tatooed on his chest and is buying me an engagement ring. i dont want to hurt him so im trying to keep it to myself but its hard cuz i think about it once in awhile. i been faithful to him since november but im trying to get over it but its hard...i dunno what to do. to me, the only way to forget about it is to get his name tattooed on me so i can prove to him i love him because i do, its just something that happened one time .... and also ....some things are better left unsaid...right? i mean, what he doesnt know cant hurt him? i mean im not too sure if he has herpes cuz i heard that at some stage its less transmittable ...i dunno i need advice and dont judge me