I Had recently moved to Washington state. I was straight out of high school and decided I needed change from my rough teenage years in Florida. It was almost strange as I quickly realized that life isn't the same as I was accustomed to in Florida, the people seemed so stuck up and I had no friends. Fast forward towards the moment I met her. We will call her Alexa. She worked at a gas station and something in the way she looked at me and spoke, really caught my attention. I never really thought it would go more than a simple acquaintance with an employee from Chevron. Ultimately we were able to find each other on Facebook and it hit off. The love notes, the text messages, poems, and long night phone calls. We were both talking well. We were dating and 8 months into our relationship (after an intimate date) we stood there in the back of my 97 Camry looking at the moon and then she said. "I have something to tell you" ... It was as if I already knew where this was going. I always feared of being cheated on and I have heard of instances were people actually do this but never alone thought it could happen to me. I stood  there, with my hand wrapped around her and as she spoke about her ex and her having mixed emotions, I could only feel pain rise up. She said that she met him on a few occasions amd that she and him were still "talking". She kept talking about how her ex was her first boyfriend and that she loved me but still liked him. I only interfered occasionally just to ask a question, but each time I asked she always seemed hesitant, like as if she didn't believe what she was trying to cover up and by saying less of an hat I truly needed to know, she was avoiding the enviable pain that I was to cope with. I felt torn and wanted to cry, but as quickly as that weak emotion came in subsided with anger, I didn't even let her finish. I took her home. Dropped her off. Throughout a series of a few more days, we texted some and talked a bit but ultimately she had said it all. When i asked if she still loved him she didnt respond. I remembee her saying that she went to " drop off" a sweater that her ex gave Alexa back when thry were dating. She went inside and from what she said they didnt do nothing (she lied) I'm glad she was honest and most off all I'm glad I didn't loose my virginity to her. Looking back at it I'm actually happy that deceiving little slut did what she did. Because she is not my problem. As you can read from the tone of my writing we are no longer together. She has (on several occasions) tried communicating to me but I don't respond. She has snap chated me and I just blocked her from my life. This bitch can hop on another man's dick for all I care. After all karma is a bitch and when she sees the damage she has done. I hope it's ten folds on her skank ass. To all my people out there with similar issues of being cheated on fuck it. Life is too short to dwell on people who don't give two shits over you. Stay strong, always keep your dignity because you are worth far more than some douche bag that has to fuck with other peoples feelings just for some messed up self satisfaction. Peace